Okay, I guess I am going to start using this thing for an actual journal as well as something to give you updates in. Do you know something that really, really ticks me off? Boys, who for some reason, lie all the friggin’ time. It’s like my friend Lauren said, “I never stuck a gun to his head and made him promise me forever, and I never threatened him into saying he loved me either!” Why do boys, and girls, say forever if they don’t really mean it? It only causes trouble and everyone gets hurt when the truth is finally revealed.

For example: My boyfriend and me dated for two years almost. We loved each other, so I thought. I was severely mistaken. He didn’t really mean it. He told me forever and always I don’t know how many times and I 100% believed him. But, no, I should have realized that forever means, “till I get bored with you or someone better comes a long." He dumped me right there after telling me how much he loved me and was going to be with me forever not even two days prior!

Why do you people do that? I mean, I know there is a lot of pressure to say “I love you,” and “I will always love you,” but honestly everything would be so much easier and, in my opinion, better if we all just said what we really felt. Ok, so I asked this question to my ex and he told me that he meant it when he said it. Obviously he didn’t really mean it seeing that we are no longer together. If you are not 100% sure that you mean it and you are willing to make that kind of commitment, DON’T, I repeat, DON’T SAY IT!!!

So now that my rant is over on that subject, I guess I will let you know some DA related stuff. Well, I uploaded a bunch of my art and I am adding to it. I put up some photographs and junk. I’m sorry but the bigger pictures are of lower quality because I had to use my camera on them instead of my scanner and my camera right now sucks major butt. It’s a 1.3 Mega-pixel Sony. Gahg! It’s like one of those really old (and really huge!) high-tech looking ones that used to cost like $300 or something outrageous like that. Which really p’s me off because I can now buy a 7 Mega-pixel one that is small and light weight for only $80-$100.

Be watching for more and please comment them. I love comments! They make me smile. Well…as long as they aren’t mean and nasty. I am 100% O.K. with constructive criticism, just not bashing.

Well, that’s about all, if you want to talk about whatever just message me. I love to talk so…yeah.

All my love to my friends!

~Ruby